The new new start

Now, I know I have attempted and failed at blogs numerous times. But, I feel that I need an escape from my now normal life. I don't care who reads this. Its just a look at who I am and who I want to be. Although, I have failed numerous times with this challenge as well. I think it is necessary for me to write what goes on in this enormous head somewhere. So, here is another attempt. This time I dont have somebody breathing down my neck to blog. This time I don't have a homework deadline to meet. This time I feel a little freedom to do what I want. Who knows, I may become so lazy that typing out my feelings, dreams, wants, needs, (and any other clever words I cant think of right now) becomes a chore that I start vlogging again. Perhaps without sharing it via YouTube. I just want a place to go when I can't/ won't sleep. The thought of sharing my thoughts online does scare me... That's why I don't read/watch what I have shared. But, I suppose it is a healthy thing to look and see how far you have come. Or maybe how far you have fallen. Who knows what will come of this. This maybe as ephemeral as my past attempts.